I continue to be in awe of how greatly
God works in our lives when we just get out of the way. Things we
cannot possibly comprehend, He already has all figured out. In
Matthew 10:39 it is said that “whoever loses his life for my sake
will find it,” and it is so true. We find our life, our true
purpose, only when we completely abandon ourselves to His will. When
He called us to adopt, all we knew was that He called us to adopt :)
We really didn't know how this was going to work, if we would be
approved, how exactly we were going to pay for all of it... etc. etc.
etc. But we knew that He made His will very clear, and we had already
found our life in giving it to Him. So, we trust, as He tells us
over and over again in Scripture. God will provide, Do not worry, If
you can care for your children how much better will He care of us..
etc. etc. This last few weeks was really our first opportunity to
try to work to raise some extra money for this adoption. Prior to
that we were so busy paper chasing and working at getting on the
waiting list as fast as possible (our child is waiting for us!!!)
that concerns of our own money was kind of a lesser focus. And
even in those months God provided in so many unexpected ways. As
many of you know we just did our first real fundraiser, a garage
sale. And, while of course a garage sale does not a full adoption
pay, we were abundantly blessed and have a great start towards our
next big adoption bill. But our blessings were not just financial.
In fact, for me, the blessing was even more in being able to see that
there are literally angels in our midst. We are surrounded by them!!
And God has hands and feet, and hearts and mouths speaking His words
ALL over the place!! A very wise priest once told me “we are
already in heaven, if we only had eyes to see.” And I have found
that as we “lose our life for His sake” we start to see the
heaven that we are already in. It is amazing to me... I stand in
awe, of the truly selfless people that went out of their way to help
us with this. Donations came out of the woodwork, people did
whatever they could to promote our sale, or help us at the sale, so
many people came and many donated just to GIVE, and left with
nothing, but a smile on their face. This is so inspiring to me.
Thank you all so much for letting Christ shine through you and your
generous hearts. Know that you have encouraged us more than you
know, and everything you did to help us will be multiplied, because
in His hands He can feed 5000 with 2 loafs and 5 fish. And know that
when this little child, finally sets his/her feet on American soil in
the arms of parents who will love them forever, that you played a
part in making that happen. Know that there is a child, that
otherwise, might never know what it is like to be read a bedtime
story, or have sisters and brother that are truly their own, and a
mom and dad, and food and everything they will need to just LIVE, and
you played a part in making that happen. And also know that without
your selflessness there isn't a guarantee that it would be possible.
God provides in many ways, you are one of them. So please do not
feel that we are the ones doing this amazing thing. We are all doing
what it is God called us to do to care for His children. We are so
truly blessed, God bless you all and we are thanking Him for you and
praying daily for all of the angels in our midst.
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